I fell in love with him. I loved him for three years and was tormented for three years.

Chapter 1: Illness
"She still got this kind of disease after getting married. It's really disgusting."
"I feel sorry for her husband. He must be wearing a green hat for sure."
"She looks innocent, but who knows how many men she's fooled around with."
Listening to their words, I felt a strong sense of panic in my heart. I looked down at the slip of paper in my hand.
"Condyloma acuminatum." Those four words were like a heavy hammer that struck my chest hard.
The gynecologist was a plump middle-aged woman. With a blank expression, she stopped those few young nurses who were whispering to each other, and asked me: "How many sexual partners have you had? Or did your husband get sick and infect you?"
Her words made my face burn with shame. I said in a low voice: "My husband isn't sick, and I haven't had relations with anyone else."
The gynecologist frowned, did not press me further, and said: "Take your medicine on time, use the medication, and come for an examination every week. During this period, you cannot have sexual intercourse."
I did not dare look her in the eyes. Even when I took the prescription to buy medicine, I felt the disgust in the eyes of the staff inside the window.
I fled the hospital and returned home.
I curled up at the door of the bedroom, tears streaming constantly, and even the tear stains on my face had dried once only to be soaked again.
Faintly, footsteps came from outside the door.
My heart trembled. Qi Huan was back? I originally wanted to stand up, but the soreness and numbness in my legs made me let out a muffled groan and fall back down.
There was the sound of the bedroom door being unlocked, then the door was pushed open, and I collapsed onto the floor.
But I heard a cry of surprise by my ear. I turned back trembling, and stared wide-eyed at Qi Huan.
He was wearing a light purple suit, and the button at his collar had already been undone. A seductive woman was wrapped around him like a water snake, with one hand placed on his chest.
And Qi Huan was tightly holding her, and I even saw the lipstick mark at the corner of his mouth!
My heart gave a sharp, painful lurch. I did not know where I found the strength to stand up from the floor, and pointing at that woman, I shrieked: "Who are you! Who let you in! Get out!"
The woman looked at me as if amused, then pressed another lip print on Qi Huan's face, and said in a coquettish way: "President Qi, who is she? She's so scary."
Qi Huan looked at me coldly, and said: "I brought her in. Are you blind?"
My face turned pale again. Looking at Qi Huan, I said tremblingly: "Qi Huan, I'm sick. The hospital just gave me the result. Can we talk?"
Qi Huan's gaze remained icy, and he said: "There is nothing to talk about between you and me. You don't need to use any excuse either. I won't soften."
After saying that, he put his arm around that woman and walked into the room. Amid the woman's cry of surprise, he threw her onto the bed. He turned back and said with a cold smile: "Do you still want to watch us do it?"
I gave a bitter smile, and staggered out of the room. Just then, my waist suddenly gave a sharp twinge. I let out a muffled groan and fell directly to the floor.
But from behind me, I heard a cold voice say: "I told you, this trick doesn't work on me."
With a dull bang, the bedroom door behind me closed.
What replaced it were the woman's delicate laughter and the creaking of the mattress.
I bit down hard on my lower lip, my fingernails gripping the floor until they turned white. The sounds in the room turned into soft moans, and then "don't." My heart felt even more suffocated. I fled downstairs as if escaping.
Curled up on the sofa crying, listening to the indistinct sounds coming from upstairs, I fell into complete despair.
I took out from my clothes a piece of paper folded neatly into a square. I slowly unfolded it. Tears dripped onto it, instantly leaving tear stains.
Qi Huan and I got married three years ago. Before the wedding, something happened, and he has always thought I was unclean. Every time he had sex with me, he was rough.
His private life was chaotic, but I had never thought that I myself would get this kind of disease. Apart from Qi Huan, I had no other man at all.
Today's examination result came out. I wanted to tell Qi Huan and have him go to the hospital for a checkup too.
Staring blankly at the divorce agreement, I gave a bitter smile and signed my name on the paper.
Chapter 2: Divorce
I sat dumbly on the sofa for a long time. It had already gotten dark outside, and the sounds upstairs had also stopped for a long while.
I did not cry. I felt very sad inside, very suffocated, but I did not show it. I only forced myself to keep a cold face and wait for what would come next.
The sound of footsteps arose. I turned to look. Qi Huan, fully dressed, was walking downstairs.
And that seductive woman was clinging tightly to him, holding his arm.
Obviously Qi Huan looked a little tired. My heart ached again. From dawn until dark, how could he not be tired?
I got up from the sofa and walked to the stairway with the divorce agreement in my hand.
Qi Huan also reached me, and even the woman beside him looked at me with a condescending attitude.
Qi Huan frowned and said: "What do you want now? You don't need to put on a pitiful act. If you're sick, go to the hospital yourself. Do you expect me to go with you?"
I took a deep breath, shook my head, and said in a hoarse voice: "No need. I won't need that in the future either."
As I spoke, I raised my hand, and the divorce agreement was held out in front of him.
Qi Huan's expression suddenly darkened. He narrowed his eyes slightly and said: "He Qiu, what do you mean?"
I still could not hold it in. My eyelashes trembled, and then I said coldly: "The divorce agreement. I have already signed it. You sign it too."
I paused, took a deep breath, and continued: "From now on, you are free, and I am free too. You can bring any woman home whenever you want, and no one will be in the way anymore. I also won't make you think I'm putting on a pitiful act."
After saying this, I looked directly into Qi Huan's eyes.
Qi Huan's eyes began to widen, yet his face was full of anger. He suddenly knocked the divorce agreement flying, then reached out and grabbed my collar directly, saying in an ugly voice: "You want a divorce?"
I bit my lip and said yes.
Just then, that seductive woman said in a coy, affected voice: "President Qi, if she doesn't want to live with you, then just let her have her way. Anyway, with that yellow-faced look of hers, she isn't worthy of my dashing President Qi."
As she spoke, she leaned in and lightly kissed Qi Huan on the lips.
Seeing this made my heart ache again, but it also made my decision even firmer.
I wanted to break free from his hand, but he held on tightly and would not let go at all. I even wanted to scratch him with my hand, but my heart could not bear it. In the end, I could only glare at him with a red face.
Qi Huan said in a very cold tone: "I'm giving you one more chance. Divorce or not?"
I trembled, and could no longer control my tears. They came pouring down.
That woman let out an "oh my" and said: "President Qi, you're really too soft-hearted. This kind of woman doesn't know how good you are. Just let her get out."
Qi Huan suddenly turned back and glared at her, roaring: "Get out!"
She was so frightened that she immediately collapsed to the floor and said tremblingly: "President Qi... I... I didn't mean that."
Qi Huan said almost through gritted teeth: "Get out!"
She walked out with a red face and soon disappeared from my sight.
Crying, I looked at Qi Huan and said in a hoarse voice: "You told her to get out. Please let me get out too."
Qi Huan let go of his hand and took the divorce agreement, but he directly tore the paper to pieces, and looked at me coldly, saying: "You can't hold back wanting to go find that man, right? For these three years, you acted as if I had wronged you. Now you finally can't keep up the act anymore?"
His words were like a knife stabbing into my heart. I bit hard on my lower lip and said: "I didn't!"
Qi Huan said with a cold smile: "Didn't you? The day before the wedding, you still played disappearing. If that hotel hadn't been opened by a friend of mine, I really wouldn't have known that you would put such a big green hat on me."
"Now you want to run? Dream on. In this life, even if you die, you have to die in front of me!"
As he spoke, he strode up to me, grabbed my shoulders directly, and dragged me toward the sofa!
I struggled in panic and asked what he wanted to do.
Chapter 3: The Past Three Years Ago
Qi Huan was very forceful. He dragged me directly to the side of the sofa and suddenly pushed me down onto it!
I was greatly alarmed. In fact, this scene had already happened many times. Almost every time Qi Huan touched me, he was this rough.
It was as if what he vented on my body was not lust, but anger.
But this time I was different from before. I began to resist, scream, and struggle.
Qi Huan pressed down on my shoulders. His gaze burned as he stared at me and said: "Didn't you say you wouldn't resist? You've only had me as a man, and you'll only ever have one?"
With reddened eyes, I struggled and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Don't touch me! You're not allowed to touch me!"
Qi Huan did not speak. Like a wild beast, he tore apart all the disguises on my body.
I tried to dodge in panic, but I could not break free from Qi Huan at all. He roughly possessed me again.
As he moved on my body, I looked at the ceiling through my tears. The disease was given to me by Qi Huan. Whatever else he did to me seemed as if it would not affect him at all.
In the end, when Qi Huan climbed off my body, he panted by my ear and told me not to think about running. He could not find out who that man was, but in this life I would not be able to escape.
It was as if my throat was blocked, and I could not make a sound.
Qi Huan put on his clothes and left home.
I dragged my weary body to take a shower. Looking at myself in the mirror, thinking of that disease, I found it too shameful to tell Qi Huan.
And three years ago, something really did happen. This matter made me suffer for three years and also tormented Qi Huan for three years...
Originally, Qi Huan and I had a very good relationship, extremely good. We were practically the couple all our friends envied.
My family circumstances were not as good as Qi Huan's, and our relationship was originally opposed by his family. He suppressed all the voices of opposition and insisted on marrying me.
The day before the wedding, a good friend of mine said she wanted to gather everyone to hold a bachelor party for me. I originally refused, but she said she had already invited all our friends.
That night I drank a lot of alcohol and was sent to the hotel in a daze. As a result, when I woke up, I saw Qi Huan's almost collapsed face.
At the same time, there were also a man's shoes and clothes in the room.
Qi Huan questioned me about why I had cheated and who this man was.
At the time, I also broke down, because I could not remember at all how I had gotten back to the room, but I could be certain that there was definitely no one in the room at night, and no one had touched me.
But Qi Huan did not believe me.
At our wedding the next day, Qi Huan did not smile at all.
On the night of the wedding, he drank a lot of alcohol, and in the end vented on my body for a whole night without the slightest tenderness.
There was blood on the bed. I had thought Qi Huan would understand that what happened at the hotel was just a misunderstanding, that I was clean, and that I had not had anything with anyone.
But after Qi Huan woke up, instead he mocked me, saying that I had already done it and still pretended to be a virgin, and that he was disgusted.
For three years I explained countless times, but each time I got only colder looks and words in return. Qi Huan also became someone indulgent without limit, with a chaotic private life.
I returned to the room from the bathroom. The woman's perfume still filled the air. I opened the window for ventilation, changed the bedsheet, and finally curled up on the bed.
If Qi Huan did not divorce me, I could not leave. The Qi family's influence was too great, and I did not dare leave. I was afraid he would go to my home to look for me.
Exhaustion seeped into my heart. I was just about to sleep, thinking that once asleep I would know nothing.
Just then, my phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated.
I picked up the phone. It was actually my best friend, Liu Yuanyuan, calling.
We had not been in contact for a very, very long time. Three years ago, it was because she suggested holding the bachelor party that I ended up drinking too much, and she sent me back to the room, which caused that misunderstanding.
I bit my lip and looked at the phone. After what happened that night, I had contacted Liu Yuanyuan, wanting her to help explain for me.
But she had disappeared. No matter how I called her number, it was powered off. I went to her home to look for her, but no one was at her home either.
How could she suddenly contact me?
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